A Tout Le Monde (Set Me Free)

This song is by Megadeth. Possibly a very powerful song. There are two versions of this song. One just Megadeth and the other with Cristina Scabbia from Lacuna Coil. Which the second is my favorite, because I love Lacuna Coil.

I do not know what to talk about today. So, I think this topic should be the song. Suicide.  I am not for it and I will never be someone for it.

Just a few months ago my little cousin almost tried this very thing. It was a very scary time for me and my family. It made me think of a time I almost tried the same thing. I was 18 years old and my aunt who I was living with at the time was pretty much on my case about everything. I started writing during that time and well I was writing a sequel to Labyrinth for the fun of it. Though at that time it was wrong for me to write about a Goblin King and it was demonic. Long story short it drove me to grab the knife and try to do myself in. My other aunt was there and grabbed the knife from me. I will never forget it. It pretty much haunts me how stupid I was. I thank everyday that she was there to stop me. I thank God for her being there. Thinking about my cousin doing this made me feel abit more sympathetic towards it. Before I found it stupid and would just have an attitude about it. Now, I’m less likely to feel that way.

To anyone that is feeling like they want to kill themselves. Please seek help from a professional or someone you trust. Sometimes professionals make it worse and it’s always best to go to those you trust most. For my therapy I always write it out and it makes me feel a ton better. For others it might me other things. TV, music, reading, or working out at the gym.

Don’t let petty things get you down. There are assholes everywhere and you don’t need to listen to them.